Weekends^^

hooray, my weekend should b like this, enjoying with friends, hanging out wif friends, chatting with old buddies.. it had been an ages i din really enjoy my weekend so much..

thanks much to my old buddies.. treat me such a good+high-classed breakfast, lol.. it's superb nice.. Dragon-i restaurant rocks!!

damn miss the volleyball teammates.. the time v spent together was so wonderful.. time tat was out of academic stuffs, time tat was really having FUN.. time with sweating, scaring, and nervousing.. love you guys, my volleyball friends^^

but, i hate to walk around in KL. thanks to the idiotic bus driver on friday.. he bluffed us and dropped us at the anonymous roadside.. v got no ideas where to go and how to go bac to subang.. the only way to do is keep walking.. at least v try to find out, instead of standing still there..

imagine the feeling of walking at the side of mainroad.. it's so scary and dangerous.. amidst in the speeding car and the annoying hons..

thank god, v arrived at the AMCORP mall, and ended up with buying many books at the book fair there. In the bookfair, u could hardly find a rm20 book.. every book is rm8 to rm15.. wat a 'reasonable' price is tat.. well, i did not buy many books actually cause i couldn't find the book tat i'v been looking for..

imagine experiencing the feeling of lost twice in a day.. it's so insecure. but wat 2 do..  the only way i can do is pressing numbers and asked for directions, not picking me up.. i'v my own transport; my leg.. feeling compassion to my leg, it had been walking too much these few days..

lost in petaling jaya, lost in ss14 at 9pm.. the surrounding is so dark and silent..

seriously, i x like kl.. i x like the transport here.. i'v to walk all the time -.-

vacation commenced, toefl coming soon, no more SAT in my life, but somehow, i feel tat my life is getting more hectic than b4...

really tired..

before final

waiting for the coming calculus test which starts at 2pm soon..
feeling helpless..
got no ideas what to do but wait for the time..
feeling guilty for not putting much efforts at the eleventh minutes of the calculus test..
but, i'v gone through almost all the questions, should b alright, right? hoped so..

after this test, i hav to reconsider my direction and amend my new resolutions and goals..

1+4?? said no to it!!

face it!

today is not a good day. though i tot it should b..
last day of ADP life.. ended with sth bad.
feeling remorseful, sad..
i shouldn't do tat, y cant i face my shortcomings?
FACE it, OVERCOME it, LEARN it!
it's the process of life..

enjoy the life, enjoy the process.
follow yr pace, don rush.
everything will get well....

there are many thing bsides study.
academic is not everything.
i know i'v to face it.

dare to make mistakes, encounter it, challenge it..

i know i can do tat.
be confident....

everything will be fine, soon.

YES 2009!!

what what can i say here? AMAZING!! AWESOME!! this conference is super nice, and youth should not miss it. such a golden opportunity to engage 3000 youth in a hall and listen to the speech given by the global icons. Never in my wildest imagination did i expect that i will have a chance to take picture with all these famous and awesome people. it's fantastic. im so carried away by the two-days conference that i found hard to concentrate today. i missed them, the volunteers, the friends there, the global icons, the scene there. thank you so much to aiesec for giving me this chance to attend such a wonderful conference. YES 2009!! alas, YES 2010 might hold in Indonesia, not Malaysia.... back to the conference, in these 2 days, i'v learnt a lot a lot. i knew how to take transport to putrajaya, i knew to come bac to casa subang alone. i'v learnt a lot of things. it's juz so cool!! as a youth, we should try to voice out our thought, don afraid! dare to make mistakes, dare to dream and achieve the goal. i fail now, but i will succeed next. the time when u succeed, nobody will care bout how many failures u'v undergone, they juz know tat u r successful now!! through this conference, it also makes me think about my 1+4 plan to States. yeah, i might not b doing well in Taylors, i might not achieve CGPA 3.5, i might not qualify to fly next yr. but it's ok, it will b fine to me,cause i start to love this place, love this place so much. there r many conference and things for me to learn here. im sure that even though i cannot fly to States next yr, i wil b doing better if i do 2+3. n i will learn more here b4 i start to learn new things there. god will bless me and lead me to the road that suits me. mayb im not ready yet. now only i realise tat i still hav a lot to learn b4 i step into States. just face it! do whatever i can do now, try my best n don regret, cause the road of success is full of failures and challenges.

go ahead,weiling!! fight on!!!

btw,im really very very happy that i can take picture with this 2 guys. yet,it's individual, wow!! finally, i get to know who are they. they are TENORS UNLIMITED. search more about them in youtube, im sure u will love them as me^^

it had been an ages i din visit my blog. not dare to spare a few minutes to blogging as well.

thanks god, SAT 1 and SAT 2 had come to the end. my journey to fight for this half of the year is heading to the end. it was a tiring journey. i feel tat i was like a zombie for the previous month, with no regular meal n inadequate sleep.

i acknowledged that im not the only one who suffer during this few months, so were others. but, im the one who complained a lot. feel so bad about that. compared to others, i should be much more relieved than them. i din take many subjects in ADP. for what i need to focus on is calculus,english 101 and SAT,TOEFL as well. but y m i complaining so many while others who just remained quiet and get their work done?

perhaps im not good in coping all these. but i have to be good in that.

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i din do well in my SAT 2.. chinese,math,physics..all suck. mayb i had been putting too much focus on physics which i should not be doing so. watever. i was just too sleepy to complete the test on that day. in a sense, i was actually wasting money. but... anyway, watever it is, im going to retake the physics. physics is amazing, challenging!! and i love it. im going to hit 800 in physics, hope so^^

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there are too many genius and smart people around me. everyone is better than me in every respect. i feel like im getting smaller and smaller. anyway,wat can i do now, is trying my best to do well and hoping all the best to them. cause i will be proud of them if they are one of the smarty in the world. lol