again, getting hurt again, from the same group of creatures, the 'gossiping' creatures.
the creature that i think i respect the most and trust the most, perhaps rely the most on, betrayed me. =(
"treat it as a song when others r talking ill of u, cause v cant control their mouth, v cant shut their mouth up when they choose not to seal their big mouth." However, saying is better than acting.
i confess that im taking very serious about how ppl think of me. im trying to be the best, though im not. im trying to make everything perfect in my life, i wanna leave no regret in my life, not even a breach.
but it is not good to b the best. feeling good when someone flatters u, u will feel tat your hard work paid off. but feeling terribly worst when the same-someone talks ill of u, exaggerating the facts and voicing it to everyone.
SIGH~ i tot 'that' would b the history but now 'that' was a history. just bear in mind, secret will not long bear the name of SECRET, after you expose it to one.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
a whole NEW year
' 3....2....1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!'
following a DIFFERENT time zone, im ushering the 2010!!!
today is the beginning of my new year. started to wrapped up every pasts n heading to the future, perhaps the better.
the last futsal game, before sem break ends. i have to get myself ready, ready to study, ready to work hard, n don 4get to play hard =)
im not going to spend this sem wholly in my studies like wat i did in last sem. this sem will b a better sem, a grrrreat sem.
get rid of all the bad habits, pick up the good habits and work on it.
thanks much to my primary classmates, you all are always the best =) it dawned on me tat friendship will b there forever even though we hav lost touch for an ages. and friends is always the best among the best.
this is an amazing vacation. gym, badminton, futsal, swimming.. i wonder if im hyperactive, ha. going for so many sports daily in these few weeks n never get bored of it. im even asking for more.
But, it's time to stop. time to pick up my studies n focus on it.
im going to miss the moment playing games with u all crazily once i get bac to subang. looking for someone to play sport wif me n even give me a ride in subang is as hard as waiting for a rain in the drought. public transport is the only solution, which i detest the most but cant reject it.
tonight is gonna b a good night. few more days to spend in Ipoh. sigh~
following a DIFFERENT time zone, im ushering the 2010!!!
today is the beginning of my new year. started to wrapped up every pasts n heading to the future, perhaps the better.
the last futsal game, before sem break ends. i have to get myself ready, ready to study, ready to work hard, n don 4get to play hard =)
im not going to spend this sem wholly in my studies like wat i did in last sem. this sem will b a better sem, a grrrreat sem.
get rid of all the bad habits, pick up the good habits and work on it.
thanks much to my primary classmates, you all are always the best =) it dawned on me tat friendship will b there forever even though we hav lost touch for an ages. and friends is always the best among the best.
this is an amazing vacation. gym, badminton, futsal, swimming.. i wonder if im hyperactive, ha. going for so many sports daily in these few weeks n never get bored of it. im even asking for more.
But, it's time to stop. time to pick up my studies n focus on it.
im going to miss the moment playing games with u all crazily once i get bac to subang. looking for someone to play sport wif me n even give me a ride in subang is as hard as waiting for a rain in the drought. public transport is the only solution, which i detest the most but cant reject it.
tonight is gonna b a good night. few more days to spend in Ipoh. sigh~
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010- a turning year
looking forward to the GRAND new year, 2010!!
would it b a NEW year for me? a new year for me to forget every pasts and only focus in 2010? no doubts, i have to..
no regrets.. stick to the current plan n go ahead.. i will b fine, no worries..
it saddened me on seeing the declaration tat i'v made in 2009. the goals tat i listed down in the letter, were not attained..
instead, i choose the other paths. and im pretty sure im doing the right choice this time, with no regrets. never ever.
when others r busy doing their application essay n rushing for the regular decision application, i was in the gym, in badminton court, futsal court o mayb swimming pool. i strike upenn off my list. perhaps 1+4.
anyway, i will do better in 2010. let's get started to fight on!!!
would it b a NEW year for me? a new year for me to forget every pasts and only focus in 2010? no doubts, i have to..
no regrets.. stick to the current plan n go ahead.. i will b fine, no worries..
it saddened me on seeing the declaration tat i'v made in 2009. the goals tat i listed down in the letter, were not attained..
instead, i choose the other paths. and im pretty sure im doing the right choice this time, with no regrets. never ever.
when others r busy doing their application essay n rushing for the regular decision application, i was in the gym, in badminton court, futsal court o mayb swimming pool. i strike upenn off my list. perhaps 1+4.
anyway, i will do better in 2010. let's get started to fight on!!!
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