history repeat

again, getting hurt again, from the same group of creatures, the 'gossiping' creatures.

the creature that i think i respect the most and trust the most, perhaps rely the most on, betrayed me. =(

"treat it as a song when others r talking ill of u, cause v cant control their mouth, v cant shut their mouth up when they choose not to seal their big mouth." However, saying is better than acting.

i confess that im taking very serious about how ppl think of me. im trying to be the best, though im not. im trying to make everything perfect in my life, i wanna leave no regret in my life, not even a breach.

but it is not good to b the best. feeling good when someone flatters u, u will feel tat your hard work paid off. but feeling terribly worst when the same-someone talks ill of u, exaggerating the facts and voicing it to everyone.

SIGH~ i tot 'that' would b the history but now 'that' was a history. just bear in mind, secret will not long bear the name of SECRET, after you expose it to one.