impossibilities??

39 days left..  nigh 39 days..
i wonder why people who hav a good capacity to sit for SAT choose not to take it but for those who r struggling to get the good scores choose to take this stump..

is it worth??

am i able to acme the high scores in SAT?

someone told me o should weigh my capacity and set the goals according to my capacity.. i must keep my pace, cant overlap..

should i?

someone told me dont be coward to set impossibilities in the life..

i was in a quandary.. i dunno wat to do, wat to choose..

call me coward,pls.. im afraid to face failure.. i detest WASHOUT exist in my lexicon..

but somehow,i gotta encounter the realistic..

it brings me a melancholy today.. after taking a glimpse of some of the blogs,which is written by my colleagues..

ppl hav fun in taylors.. which make me envy lot.. cause i din spend much times hanging around with my colleagues..

ppl who can write well,hav a good proficiency of english din choose to sit for the SAT earlier..

why am i making myself suffered?? am i an idiot in making a good decision?? i doubt....