18- birthday

7 of Sept..my birthday..

time elapse damn fast.. ballistic.. just a twinkling of an eye, i have turned to 18 now.. as people grow older, they will get more troubles to worry about..

but it is nice to grow older.. reminise to my past, i used to daydream how m i going to be when i was 20.. 30.. 40.. imagination is not realistic,it is dramatic.. nevertheless,i like it..

well,18 now.. nigh approaching 20.. im in taylor now,studying there.. and aiming to enrol in my dream uni of penn..

actually it is not really my dying-dream uni.. to me,as long as i got the chance to study abroad, it is considered as much more enough for me.. i din really expect tat i will hav the chance to get into this kind of high std uni..

mayb i shouldn't say tat i have the chance since i haven taken my SAT.. hmm,mayb i should say, i manage to get the trial.. yeah,i think trial sounds better.. the outcome of trial will not be as serious as the outcome of chances.. right? ha..

thank lot to all my collegeus.. i feel somewhat guilty actually.. i reali din expect much from them.. especially my housemate,sinyi^^.. i feel tat i start to grow LOVE on her.. though v r sharing n fighting for the same husband.. ehem,this LOVE is translated as friendship's love.. she is just tat nice..

normally i will rather squander and devote all my times to my books instead of spending my precious times to my collegues.. yeah, they are friendly,funny n nice.. mayb im aloof.. bookworm?? i detest people call me as bookworm,yet i don think i am.. right?

a person who are quite (considered) active in sport shouldn't be put in the list of bookworm,don u all agree? ha..

yeah,better don digress to other topic first.. let finish the main idea tat i would like express tonight.. a sweet n warm night.. (lethargic too=.=) hmm,i din expect they to sacrifice their studies hour, n sleeping hours just to celebrate my birthday.. u guys are so sweet n nice... thank you very much..

to me,birthday is just as normal.. an ubiquitous day.. it is not much different.. tat's y every year i din expect much on my birthday.. in the meantime, i din give people much expectation on their birthday.. sounds bad,right?

'aiyo,come here oso bring along the vocab. you should socialise more,weiling!' .. one of them told me tat..

mayb it is time for me to amend my perceptives.. but.....it will b an uphill struggle for me.. cause...... i have an adversary if i do this... tat is ME, myself....