2am again..

yeah,i wake up at 2am again. with no plan,no direction. got no ideas what to do next. i got no ideas why i wake up at this time. stressed?? or merely wake up for blogging?? haha..

coming back to Subang,i can feel the stressed exert on me again. under duress like the last week. it was no doubt that ipoh is the best, best place for me to take a delightful respite. no pollution, nice weather, warm bed and delicious food (the most important) ,lol.

in ipoh, i doesn't need to worry about food and how m i going to settle the dirt clothes, cause there is a washing machine ^^ . i can take bath anytime without worrying that i gotta 'squander' my times to wash the dirt clothes afterward. nice,right? better at subang here, everything gotta do on my own in this proliferation of technology. (sounds irony?)

ipoh rocks^^ . when i was at home,though i did spend most of the times to study instead of having a sweet and warm chat with my families, i enjoyed it. i enjoyed the studying process, the exam-preparation process. there was no stress in ipoh. no stress exert on me. what i need to do is just study like a sponge*-*, absorb everything, as much as i can.

here, though i haven stepped in the taylors, though the school officially haven opened, though i was just in CASA, i had felt the stressed. it is there. making me feel disgusted, ill-at-ease n somewhat somber.

myriad of stuffs r waiting for me. resume,personal statement,cv,SAT, SAT  2,TOEFL,ADP test n etc... things that will never ever finished by me,at least at this moment i can say like that..

well, gotta stick back to my personal statement. or stick back to my bed,haha..

frankly, i did detest the weather here.