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staying bac at library until 9pm again. well,it is incomprehensible that i din feel really tired during the hour in the library at night. it is just nice for me to drill my SAT there. any yeah, i like it. i like the time when i do SAT, i can totally concentrate. so that i can know my score well,regardless the factor of being fatigue.
since i had been no time to update my blog for these few days,let me show off for a while.

sth great happen tis few days.excellent things happen around,n i think i'v changed. first of all,im delighted to say that i manage to score 13.5 marks under the stringent miss mary english lecturer. it is reali vr vr hard to score even 0.5 marks from her. therefore,i was so elated as i got the paper. i din expect my descriptive essay can hit that scores.

but somehow,the feeling of being a writer in future grows deeper in my heart. it's fun and enjoyed to expose everything by words. with the immacable of english, smooth flow of sentences, perfect connections, impressive vocab....it's just nice,n i reali enjoy it though i know that my english is not up to the mark yet. but nvm,it will not put a damper on my plan.

i will, i will try to improve my english. brush up my english,until my english is up to the mark.. n i can expose my feelings spontaneously with the nice flow and impressed english.

i went to a church party, well, sort of church party. i met aunty CHRIS there. she is a nice woman. a philanthrophy woman. thank her, i feel much more relieved after i pour out all my problems.

the core part of my life within this few days.. i attended the upenn talk. wow,amazing, awesome. upenn is a grrrreat university,i like the style of the building, the atmosphere there. when i watch the video about the graduation day of upenn there,i almost cry out. i admit that im a person who is full of feelings. though im not at usa,not at upenn,but..i can get the elation and xxx(i 4got what is the word that i should use here, cause my housemate suddenly storm in the room and interrupt me,haha). anyway,i reali love the style there.

but upenn..it's an ivy league university. do u think im able to get in?? im not dare to think of it. im still in ambivalence now. fickle-minded, got no ideas what to do. but i know that im half giving up edi,mayb in SAT.. well,i think god will arrange my path to me,so just keep my fingers crossed for it.. who knows what might happen next.

'finite to failures,but infinite to venture'....how can i finite the failures?? i even wan to stop it from appearing in my life,but to no avail.. yeah, how can i finite it? if i cant finite it, den how am i going to the infinity of ventures??