Wednesday, September 23, 2009

GOING back to the subang

1 more day,nope.. it should be few more hours i will b tampering my computer in the CASA. dull and boring 'master-room'.
2 more weeks, 2 more weeks, i will sit for the big test,SAT.

im not dare to think what will my future be, im not dare to put high expectation anymore. just because im apprehensive. coward weiling.

Illinois? Pennsylvannia? ......there are multifaceted of universities for me to choose, but there are certain universities will choose me.

why am i pushing myself so hard? people find hard to understand me. actually i din expect anyone to understand me as well. i x think people will know wat is in my mind, why do i wan to do this and that. nobody can understand anyone 100%. so m i..

in these few days,i tried to implement the new method>> STUDY SMART. i wanna b a cerebral student. study hard n play hard. mayb it needs time for me to get used to this plan cause i actually juz managed to implement it for 2 days. tat's all.ha

well, wish me luck in the coming SAT. it's an uphill struggle to me, but it's ok to me. cause i wanna to strong. i learn to b strong and b a better person. encounter it. INFINITE THE VENTURE!!!

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