today i sat for the 3rd SAT practice test. SAT.. it just sounds nice to me, but SAT test vexs me much.
feeling helpless this morning,especially after the test. im looking for someone to share my feeling,but alas,though i was in the midst of crowd, there r no one in the sight who i can approach to.
tat moment, i felt i was a total washout. am i a nurd?? studying,studying,everyday studying without networking..
but today the question that i cant even find 1 to share my unhappiness is that i dare not to approach them. everyone look nice n relieved after the SAT. seem like they hav the glimpse to score well,yeah,they really do.
no one know me better than i. i know where m i now,i know where is my position. im still far bhind.. vr far.
as such,sometime u guys cannot blame me for invariably i will hide myself in the amidst of books.cause i know wat i wan.it doesnt mean that im an aloof,trying to alienate others. just that,i put the studies as the highest n irreplacable rank in my heart.i know that had i not been studying diligently within this 'shortened' month, i will not feel remorseful in the future.
on the other hand,i reali hope to hang out with u all,hav fun wif u all.but..... (sigh,i juz don't know how) . i tot im good in management, like managing time, managing my life,managing my studies.
but,im wrong. totally WRONG!!
by hook or by crook,i still gotta push on.. there are no other choices for me..
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