1st day after skul reopen*-*

omg!! everyone is reminding me that SAT is coming soon,SAT is so near, SAT is just around the corner. and how's my preparation??

sigh~~

it's hard to explain my feeling now. the 1 who is desperated to enter the Ivy League University, doing 1+4, aiming to hit over 2100 marks in SAT, now has become so down and less-inspired in the SAT.

anyway, not going to discuss much about SAT today. i have a new ideas today. this idea delights me,perhaps is a long-term delighted idea^^

let retrospect to the day time of today. i spent a lot of times with my sweet buddy during this noon. v studied in the library. ehem, i think is chatting more than studying. (feeling remorseful now) well,to deduce,v had fun there. studying n chatting n sharing problems. lot of things to chat wif her.

yeah,i found out sth. that i was totally wrong. i was wrong in my study plan which i used to think that my study plan was the best, was viable. STUDY SMART. it's not hard to fathom this phrase but somewhat it's hard to implement it.

people are having fun in their college life,meanwhile, they excel in their studies too. nowadays,there r no more bookworms n nerd in this world. hmm,mayb i should say that there are few top students are nerds o bookworms. because most of them r smart. smart in using STUDY SMART in lieu of using STUDY HARD. well,i always consider myself as an unintelligent gal.

i come to realise that mayb i shouldn't choose the top university. why should i force myself to do sth beyond my capability? ( ntg is impossible, i shouldn't think like tat) sigh.. sounds ironic,right? im contradicting wif myself. sob.

anyway,the main point is... it is not a bad choice to enter an average university. there r a multifaceted of reasons to do so. people who has an averaged education like me, mayb will shine in the university n emerge to b the top, wow.. sounds enthralling,doesn't it? haaha. well,once u do well in the university,no doubt that there will b plenty of scholarships o accolades lining up and waiting for you.

so,wat is the solid reason prompt u to enter the top university? just because of the reputation? oh.come on...

wake up~~~~~~